What would you say if I told you my most valued possession is a baseball glove? It came to my hands the day that Brad died. I only remember sleeping in the garage the night he died. After breaking all the windows with my right fist. I could feel Bradley with me that night and in the morning; I took possession of his baseball glove then.
Bradley was a left-handed kid with the most warm smile you'll ever see. He had red bright hair that appeared to stand out as much as the sun. He was a brilliant kid and the nicest one. His worn out, brown fielder's glove is one of the things that capture his original personality. He had taken the time to write all over it. Poems and writings between the fingers, inside the pockets, behind, in the front, under the thumb... All in green ink. I believe this is why he did everything so good, he made every situation his own, it was unique.
Every time I found myself examining the glove, I could almost picture the skinny boy with his light-up hair out in the field reading his favorite lines in the short gaps of time between batters. I always enjoyed the most the memory of him smiling to the lines he had written; his smile is something I really miss.
Even when the memories of him start to blur and his smile becomes a little hazy in my head, I know the glove will bring him back to me. His pure and innocent essence is embodied in the old glove, afterall. His thoughts, his favorite poems, his personality.
Tuesday, October 4, 2011
Saturday, September 17, 2011
Finally Free.
My dearest Jack,
My family and myself have been persecuted for as long as I can remember.
King James 1 has been harassing us because of our religious views, so I have
decided to make a voyage to the new world. The idea of modifying my lifestyle derived
from the numerous comments about the wonderful place it is to live,
"you'll be finally free" they said. I had been pondering about this
matter for months, it wasn't a spontaneous decision,
I might add. It broke my fragile heart to leave my old life behind, but with
the hopes that we would finally be together after so many years, I envision
myself crossing the vast ocean to the west in an endeavor to search for your
company ones more.
We finally arrived after a journey
that lasted a long time. We had to cope with the scarce resources.
Even less luxuries than what we had in England, considering we were broke. I
had a feeling our captain was acting in a guile
manner when he spoke to us about the days we'd been sailing and that worried
me. Taking in account the
exhausting voyage and the hardness of the path ahead of us, the adventurous
settlers, me among them, decided to sign the Mayflower Compact. We all believed
it was and imperative document in order
to get the settlement going.
I must be honest with
you, my disposition for the first weeks
was very gloomy, there was not much food and winter was coming fast. My body,
in terms of health, needed to be resilient upon facing the many diseases. I
couldn’t succumb to the menacing weather. Jack, oh Jack, how I miss you to this
day, your face recurs in my thoughts every single day. I wish we could be
together again. If it was my decision I'd take some food and visit you in
Jamestown but our leaders here in Plymouth considered this decision despicable and selfish,
certainly not for the general good of the colony.
Even with all of
this, and the menacing winter ahead of us, I'm happy to be finally free to love
God the way I want to. I shall communicate with you more often. In these times
of despair I need your word to brighten my days and give me strength. I hope
the love pervades our hearts because I’m not ready to give up. Thank you for
the support you've given me, even when you weren't by my side, you've proven
how much you love me.
Forever Yours,
Abigail
Tuesday, September 6, 2011
Haunting Blue Eye
I have been working for the old man for years, but it was only a couple of weeks ago that the idea of killing him derived from looking at his haunting blue eye. Pardon my honesty, please don't fancy me mad, I don't think a madmen would come up with such a brilliant plan.
Every day, I grew impatient and did my work in a cursory manner every time the old man look upon me. I finally succumbed to my need of corroborating the old man was asleep by going into his room every night ever so gingerly, ever so quietly.
Every night, for seven nights I came into his bedroom, I saw every detail that concerned the old man, and endeavored to be silent so he would not wake up, never in an abrasive manner. I examined him closely every single night only to find him clad in his white sheets sound asleep. What could I do? I had strong feelings for that man, but his haunting eye, oh that eye, it chased my worst nightmares and my daily life how could I kill the old man when he slept, his eye was closed and the thought of harming him like this made a grimace cross my face.
The eighth night I was ready to go into his room when I surmised he was asleep. I went in very quietly as if to simulate a sly cat, only to realize his vulture eye was wide open. I was electrified and in shock. Suddenly the room started spinning around me but I kept very still as the old man demanded to know who was there, but I could feel my throat dehydrate and I grew only slightly nervous. Before proceeding I ran a quick inventory of the things that I had with me, my flashlight alright and some extra batteries.
Everything was set, the time to get rid of the vulture eye had come. With a quick movement, I took the mattress and heard a shriek, only one. The heart beat. His heart beat. Then, nothing. There was no blood, no mess, nothing gruesome. I let the realization of what had just happened sink in. It was gone, oh yes, it was gone for good, that deep blue eye would never again chase my thoughts day by day.
Everything was set, the time to get rid of the vulture eye had come. With a quick movement, I took the mattress and heard a shriek, only one. The heart beat. His heart beat. Then, nothing. There was no blood, no mess, nothing gruesome. I let the realization of what had just happened sink in. It was gone, oh yes, it was gone for good, that deep blue eye would never again chase my thoughts day by day.
Thursday, August 11, 2011
DAY ONE!
Hey bloggers! It's 8:42p.m. I'm very tired to be honest, I had to leave early sadly, because I totally adore school! It's my first post and I'm glad to have a blog, special thanks to all my table buddies Alexandra, Edgar, and Ana Gabriela who totally helped me with my blog! I love them!
I'm kinda liking this blog thing I think I'll keep it! I hope it looks nice in my home page.
I'm kinda liking this blog thing I think I'll keep it! I hope it looks nice in my home page.
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